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Bye Bye Bye Part 4

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Bye Bye Bye Part 4
POV: Moonracer
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Based off a true story
Warnings: angst and a lot of it
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I walked the streets of the city, Vos. It was late. Neon signs hung on each building. Friends, family and lovers crowded in each club, lounge, restaurant, and store. I felt nothing. Nothing but the cold, hard emptiness within my spark and body. I didn’t feel pain, nor pleasure. Just emptiness. I’d left my family. Even if I wasn’t related to anyone there. They were my family. They knew me well. And I got up and left.

Hands shaking I looked at the glass window of a store. 'That’s not me', I thought. It couldn’t be. I looked way too different. I touched my cheek and the femme in the window touched hers. Hands shaking I brought them up to my face, as if that femme was a clone that I had to fight off. She did the same. I was about to punch the window, but I stopped. I didn’t want to pay for the damages I’d make. So I walked off, fast. She followed, coming up on every window that I passed. I couldn’t take it anymore, I ran. And she ran with me, in a race which no one would win.  I ran into the ornate lobby of the biggest building, my building. I got into an elevator and pushed the button for my floor. The doors closed before anyone else came in. I sighed in relief as I whispered, “I’ve gone insane. I’m insane.” I fell to my knees, crying hysterically. I needed for someone to hold me close. Someone to tell me everything would be ok. The emptiness would go away. The pain would subside. The tears and the depression would disappear. But I knew that nobody would do that. Not while I was alone in a huge 3 floor penthouse for another week.
part 4 of :iconherbielover53:'s story "Bye Bye Bye" part two is here:[link] part 3 is here: [link]

the next part will probably be up soon, depending on who gets to it(my prediction, not too sure if it'll happen)

and yes, actually last night i felt depressed and insane, while i was alone in my house crying.
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