Together Forever
Transformers belongs to Hasbro
POV: 3rd person
Warnings: cursing, angst, mention of and character death
***
Moon, youve gotta have some energon Audico said. Moonracer just shook her head at her brothers best friend. She hasnt been eating or talking for days. Just crying, always crying. Moon, please. Everyones worried. Please, just have a sip at least. Or come out of your room. Youll feel better. She just shook her head again. Audico sighed, frowned and walked out of the room. Moonracer just laid back down on her berth in a fetal position and started crying again. Her
back again
into our lives
hurting us
lying to us
he doesnt care
he never did
he turns us against each other
making us feel worse
we think we can trust him
we know that we shouldnt
we listen to him
we know that he lies
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 8 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 8
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 8
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: upset, depression, angst
***
I listened as Blast explained everything. And held back a sigh of relief as she explained the pot thing. Shes not as stupid as I thought she acted at that moment I went to hug her, but she got up, crying. And walked out the room. I got up from the berth and followed her. I took her wrist. Blast wait I said quietly. I hate seeing you upset and crying cuz of what I did too. Im scared is all. I know your scared too. But can we at least be friendly with each other for now? Work o
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 6 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 6
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 6
POV: Moonracer
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
True story....sorta
****
I didnt think that anyone would know I was crying. Sides and Jazz were out on patrol and I handt spoken to anyone but them. I hadnt even left my room since I came back to base, so when Blasts unfamiliar armor pressed against mine as she whispered Im sorry my face shot up out of my hands and I stared at her like she had three optics. Shes never around me. Shes always scared to be around me. What if shes high? I thought.
***
(flashback)
Promise no
Bye Bye Bye FINAL Part 4 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL Part 4
Bye Bye Bye Final part 4
POV: Moonracer
True Story...sorta
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
***
I felt Blast shiver against me as I hugged her, then she broke the hug and took a few steps back. I just stood there, shocked still in a parallel first position with my arms out in a rough second, as if I had my arms around two children smaller than me. I dropped my arms and stepped back until I was in Sides and Jazzs warm arms again. Tears formed in my optics. I couldnt believe it. Jazz and Sides stood there, just as shocked and surprised by this. A breeze picked up and I finally noticed just how cold I was,
a second in time
to hug her
to show her
just how much i care
just how much i hurt
she hurts too
i can see it
i can feel it
almost as if i can taste it when she walks by
that metal like taste
overflowing in your mouth
like romeo and juliet
were not allowed to be friends
if only they didnt hate
if only we werent scared
i'd hug her
even for just a second in time
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 2 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 2
Bye Bye Bye Final part 2
POV: Moonracer
True Story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst..
***
I drove up to the entrance of base, my headlights shining on a tear-streaked but smiling Sides, a dull visored, tired looking but at the same time happy Jazz, Sunstreaker holding Blast close, smiling slightly and a very terrified Blast. I transformed back into my robot mode slowly, cautiously and surprised. Hey I said quietly. Before I knew it Jazz and Sides had me in a tight embrace, Sides was so happy he was crying. And Jazz was on the verge of crying, his visor became misty. After finally being let go of by Jazz and Si
Bye Bye Bye Part 10
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
***
Blackness surrounded me as the song Scars by Papa Roach swam in my head. Memories flooded my head, the snow day, all the days of camp with our friends from a year ago, Halloween week in camp, days at the lake spent with Sides and Sunny. I didnt notice when my systems came back online and that I was singing, 'Cause you channeled all your pain. And I can't help you fix yourself. You're making me insane. All I can say is: I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. And my weakness is that I care too much. And our scars rem
Bye Bye Bye Part 8
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
****
my optics were open, i was staring into my pale, almost lifeless reflection in the mirror I saw myself on my knees, a puddle of tears under me. I shook as I had hypothermia. I wanted to have hypothermia. At that moment all I wished was for all of this to end. ~I-I cant~ I answered. ~When I close my optics I see her, glaring at me. Like shes about to pull out a gun and shoot me she hates me Jazz. I cant be around her if she hates me.~ I was still crying hard. I knew Id pass out soon, I hadnt had energon in
Bye Bye Bye part 6
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: Angst
***
I was shaking. Crying did that to me. I cried way too much. I needed to do something to help myself. To let out my emotions in another way. Dance. Something that I hadnt done since I left this city years ago. I opened the door to a room with the walls covered in mirrors. I turned on the CD player. I didnt care what would come up. Id be able to dance to it. Somehow. A song I hadnt listened to came on. And I knew Id be able to do this. I offlined my optics, I didnt need to watch myself, and started this gam
Together Forever
Transformers belongs to Hasbro
POV: 3rd person
Warnings: cursing, angst, mention of and character death
***
Moon, youve gotta have some energon Audico said. Moonracer just shook her head at her brothers best friend. She hasnt been eating or talking for days. Just crying, always crying. Moon, please. Everyones worried. Please, just have a sip at least. Or come out of your room. Youll feel better. She just shook her head again. Audico sighed, frowned and walked out of the room. Moonracer just laid back down on her berth in a fetal position and started crying again. Her
back again
into our lives
hurting us
lying to us
he doesnt care
he never did
he turns us against each other
making us feel worse
we think we can trust him
we know that we shouldnt
we listen to him
we know that he lies
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 8 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 8
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 8
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: upset, depression, angst
***
I listened as Blast explained everything. And held back a sigh of relief as she explained the pot thing. Shes not as stupid as I thought she acted at that moment I went to hug her, but she got up, crying. And walked out the room. I got up from the berth and followed her. I took her wrist. Blast wait I said quietly. I hate seeing you upset and crying cuz of what I did too. Im scared is all. I know your scared too. But can we at least be friendly with each other for now? Work o
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 6 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL part 6
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 6
POV: Moonracer
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
True story....sorta
****
I didnt think that anyone would know I was crying. Sides and Jazz were out on patrol and I handt spoken to anyone but them. I hadnt even left my room since I came back to base, so when Blasts unfamiliar armor pressed against mine as she whispered Im sorry my face shot up out of my hands and I stared at her like she had three optics. Shes never around me. Shes always scared to be around me. What if shes high? I thought.
***
(flashback)
Promise no
Bye Bye Bye FINAL Part 4 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye FINAL Part 4
Bye Bye Bye Final part 4
POV: Moonracer
True Story...sorta
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
***
I felt Blast shiver against me as I hugged her, then she broke the hug and took a few steps back. I just stood there, shocked still in a parallel first position with my arms out in a rough second, as if I had my arms around two children smaller than me. I dropped my arms and stepped back until I was in Sides and Jazzs warm arms again. Tears formed in my optics. I couldnt believe it. Jazz and Sides stood there, just as shocked and surprised by this. A breeze picked up and I finally noticed just how cold I was,
a second in time
to hug her
to show her
just how much i care
just how much i hurt
she hurts too
i can see it
i can feel it
almost as if i can taste it when she walks by
that metal like taste
overflowing in your mouth
like romeo and juliet
were not allowed to be friends
if only they didnt hate
if only we werent scared
i'd hug her
even for just a second in time
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 2 by jmdancer96, literature
Literature
Bye Bye Bye Final Part 2
Bye Bye Bye Final part 2
POV: Moonracer
True Story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst..
***
I drove up to the entrance of base, my headlights shining on a tear-streaked but smiling Sides, a dull visored, tired looking but at the same time happy Jazz, Sunstreaker holding Blast close, smiling slightly and a very terrified Blast. I transformed back into my robot mode slowly, cautiously and surprised. Hey I said quietly. Before I knew it Jazz and Sides had me in a tight embrace, Sides was so happy he was crying. And Jazz was on the verge of crying, his visor became misty. After finally being let go of by Jazz and Si
Bye Bye Bye Part 10
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
***
Blackness surrounded me as the song Scars by Papa Roach swam in my head. Memories flooded my head, the snow day, all the days of camp with our friends from a year ago, Halloween week in camp, days at the lake spent with Sides and Sunny. I didnt notice when my systems came back online and that I was singing, 'Cause you channeled all your pain. And I can't help you fix yourself. You're making me insane. All I can say is: I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. And my weakness is that I care too much. And our scars rem
Bye Bye Bye Part 8
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: angst
****
my optics were open, i was staring into my pale, almost lifeless reflection in the mirror I saw myself on my knees, a puddle of tears under me. I shook as I had hypothermia. I wanted to have hypothermia. At that moment all I wished was for all of this to end. ~I-I cant~ I answered. ~When I close my optics I see her, glaring at me. Like shes about to pull out a gun and shoot me she hates me Jazz. I cant be around her if she hates me.~ I was still crying hard. I knew Id pass out soon, I hadnt had energon in
Bye Bye Bye part 6
POV: Moonracer
True story
Transformers is owned by Hasbro
Warnings: Angst
***
I was shaking. Crying did that to me. I cried way too much. I needed to do something to help myself. To let out my emotions in another way. Dance. Something that I hadnt done since I left this city years ago. I opened the door to a room with the walls covered in mirrors. I turned on the CD player. I didnt care what would come up. Id be able to dance to it. Somehow. A song I hadnt listened to came on. And I knew Id be able to do this. I offlined my optics, I didnt need to watch myself, and started this gam
Homophobia Is Gay by XxvampireprotectorxX, literature
Literature
Homophobia Is Gay
This one goes out to every boy bullied after school
Because he kissed his boyfriend in public
This one goes out to every girl that their father won`t look at
Because he caught her holding hands in the mall with her girlfriend
This is for every father who isn`t allowed to see his child
Because he`s married to another man, and his child`s mother is homophobic
This one is for every mother whose child is in a foster home
Because she is married to another woman
To every boy who is afraid to use the public bathroom
Because he might get security dragging him out
To every girl who is afraid to show her face in class
Because the cool girls
Survival of the Idiots by xXNuclearFalloutXx, literature
Literature
Survival of the Idiots
"Where are we?" Sunstreaker asked.
"I don't know..." his brother replied.
They both looked around, observing the camping supplies littering the ground. They didn't remember ever going camping... This was a strange-looking forest that they were in. They didn't remember ever seeing it before. How'd they even end up lost? It just didn't make any sense...
"Sunstreaker, I don't think we're in Kansas anymore..." Sideswipe said.
"I didn't know we ever were in Kansas, Sideswipe," Sunstreaker responded.
"How do you know that? You don't even know where we are now! We could be somewhere in Lithuania for all we know," Sideswipe pointed out. He picke
so things are going ok with friends. we're moving on and trying not to let the past haunt us. of course people are still being stereotypical/haters/blah blah blah(whatever u wanna call them) but we're not letting them get in our way!
saddly, a new fanfic i started writing is now lost..possibly forever cuz my stupid laptop got a virus! oh no! and now i cant remember what i wrote(and i worked so hard on it). =( me is upset and i wanna take a hammer to that piece of junk. i need a new laptop. one without a broken screen. so until my i can persuade my parents to get me a new laptop i might not be on as often as i'd like =(
school's not that gre
so the crap in my life is over, hopefully. and i decided to get a new account on DA, so i did!! now i'll be known here as ~jmdancer96 (https://www.deviantart.com/jmdancer96)(for anything with fanart) and :iconthe-emotional-mess: (for poetry and eventually art when i feel i'm good enough to post art here) so look out for new poems from me on my other account and fanfics and fanart from this one.
so i'm back from the Johns Hopkins Program which was a lot of fun and although i miss the friends i made there i'm so happy to be back with all my other friends.
my birthday was the 12th. i'm finally a teen and my family's at my house today celebrating. but idk how i can celebrate when i'm holding back tears. one of my best friends is mad, scratch that, pissed with me and i don't even know why. she thinks i won't want to hang out with her at camp(which i'm going to in a week). i don;t even know whrere she came up with that idea.so now instead of having a great b-day i'm trying to figure out why she's mad. that's great, right? *sigh* but for